Hi Helen.
Are you the same Helen who emailed me (Alphabet Hams) or are you a different one? It just seems like a huge coincidence if you're not the same person as I've had someone contact me saying exactly the same thing.
I have replied to your email if so, did you get it and do you still want a baby or not? Don't worry - I don't mind if you no longer want one, but I'd rather know either way.
If you're not the same person, then sorry!