I haven't been on here much lately, but its given me time to think about things. One of those things was little Smudge monster, i realized i had never given him a proper send off. So here goes,
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I remember when I first got you, a tiny ball of golden fluff awaiting for a new home. I knew you were the one for me, I always remember me being so stressed about the taming, but happy at the same time. I don't know why I was ever stressed, you were the tamest hammy there could be.
I loved the way you climbed on my shoulder and sniffed my ears, the perfect companion. You would never let me down on the days that I was ill you would never make a sound, so that I could get some sleep.
Some days I cry and some I smile but I will always know you won't be forgotten, my special baby.
Without you I would of never met all of everyone on HC, and would never of got Smokey, Stella or Rum & Raisin... It kills me to think about just how young you were, and how I could of prevented this terrible ending. I will never forgive myself.
I hope you are having fun up there my special little boy xxxxxxxxxxx