Thanks guys, its amazing how much these little critters work their way into your heart. She was really loved and I tried my best to ensure she had everything she needed. I can't stand seeing her cage (all disinfected and empty now) and all her things. Every little noise I hear i look over to see if she is awake yet
I always said Bellatrix would be my last, she was so lovely I couldnt imagine another hamster ever measuring up to her- but I'm not so sure now. I just keep thinking of all the little things she did and feel so sad