I can never thank you all enough for how much you have helped me. When I was waivering in my strength you were all there keeping me going, and I am confident that I have done right by him, and you've all helped with that too
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I feel good today, compared to how I thought I'd feel, and I think a big part of that was hanging out here last night, laughing and enjoying all your hams and stories.
I'm heading out now to the vets, to collect his things. I've decided to have him cremated in Northampton and his ashes spread in a lovely garden there, so he can have a scamper. It's far away, but realistically, I can't face collecting his body, and I am appalling with handling things like this - I have yet to visit the graves of some of my loved ones. So I know I won't visit him, I just needed to know he's going somewhere lovely.
Thank you all again - I know I keep saying it, but I really, really mean it! x