I'm in a bit of a rut with the hammies at the moment. I used to spend everyday with them getting them out of the cages, giving them cuddles and just enjoying every part of them but reccent evens seem to have put me into bad habbits of not spending as much time with them. Obviously when Cookie died I took a break from HC for a bit, then my grandmother passed away not long after, then I became really ill and wasn't able to spend much time with any of them during all of this. Then Colin arrived for me to babysit just as I was getting back on my feet and he has taken up a lot of my time as he is a massive Syrian in a mini duna and so of course he is very bored and makes a lot of trouble to get some attention and for something to do.
This morning I realised that I have only had Thistle out once this week and I haven't had Pippy out in ages! I feel the worst about her as she needs the attention the most
My robos have had a bit of attention from me this week but haven't been out for a run in a while and Fat Face has become so bored because I haven't been able to give him his cuddles every night that he is bar chewing!
So far 2012 has been awful and now I'm letting my hammies down too! I'm downsizing my bed this month so that they will have more floor space and Fat Face can have a bigger cage and I'm looking for a cheap tank for the robo girls to have instead of the bin cage which is looking shabby now but despite all this I feel like its all gotten on top of me and I don't just know where to start! I want to get into my old habits of spending time with them all everyday.
Also I feel seriously over loaded with Colin living here, I want to send him back home but I can't until his owners can make it over here to collect him. He's a real handful and I actually feel stressed out with him being here despite how lovely he is. It isn't his fault, I just cant handle two syrians at once!
Anywho a bit of a rant but I've been feeling like this for a while and now I have a computer again I thought I could finally get it off my chest to the people who care and have always been a wonderful support
Feeling so guilty
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