Thank you all for your kind messages! I really appreciate it
I feel much better now, although I still sometimes think about how sudden everything was and how her death happened, and I get sad... I cried like a baby that day, but life goes on. Some people don't understand your grief when it comes to "such small animals" but I was her caretaker and I loved her, and so her passing made me really sad.
It's nice to have had a community like this, I researched a lot and this forum answered a lot of questions. I'm glad I joined. Thank you all again