I'm so very sorry for the loss of your sweet little Alby. Sometimes, just as devastating as losing a beloved little one, is not knowing why. Don't blame yourself though, with things like these, heart failure, and other generally undetectable issues are often at fault. Take the time you need to recover. I understand a bit of a hiatus, I didn't come around here much after the passing of my hams. Take your time to recover, and find comfort in knowing that you provided a good, loving home for Alby. Play well at the bridge little one xx
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