I'm so terribly sorry for your loss
I didn't even know little Almond, but your tribute made me feel like I did! She sounds like she was such a lovely little ham to have shared your life with, and I'm sure this must be horribly hard for you to be dealing with. Remember back to all the good times and realize how much almond loved you, and felt loved by you! You were an excellent owner to her and for that she is likely very thankful. May she Rest In Peace
https://rainbowsbridge.com/Grief_Sup...pport_Home.htm
I found the rainbow bridge site and resources to be quite helpful for me when I lost my hams and dog, and I hope they can perhaps help you cope as well