[Penguin]

I keep hoping for the vet to call me, telling me it was a prank or that he somehow came back to life. I understand that this won't happen perfectly well, but I can't stop hoping.
I don't know. I think part of the shock is due to the fact that a vet I know thought up this crazy way of treating his diabetes. I was supposed to pick up this thing that would help him Tuesday evening. I was so excited about it, because even if the chances were small, there was a chance of something being able to help. I had my hopes high and thought he had at least a few more months..

I'm sorry, I keep rambling. Thank you all for your kind words. It means a lot