[Rsclio197]

I totally understand why you feel that way it must be so difficult.

I know it's cliched but it's 100% better to have loved and lost than not loved at all. Hamsters need people like you to give them love and a great life like you gave to these 3 beauties.

In any case, just take your time over the terrible loss and remember the great memories and the life you shared with these 3.