[MzWiz0915]

Sandy is not going to recover. She has multiple tumors in her abdomen compressing her organs. The vet says that she's not able to predict if Sandy will hold on for days or weeks, but that this is only going to get more painful for her. She reccommended putting her down because surgery would be too much for her. I'm crying as I type this, so I apologize if the wording is off, but I'm totally devastated.

I'm not ready to say goodbye to her. But keeping her alive to suffer a long slow death isn't right.

I wish my OH was here to help me with this, but he's out of town until Wednesday.

I'd like to wait until then so we could say goodbye to her together, he loves her too. But I feel selfish keeping her in pain with no qualiyty of life.

I can't think straight about this right now.