Apologies for the long story. I'm just so excited and nervous!
So today I made a decision to completely change and to do something with my life that makes me feel that it's meaningful.
I've decided, after almost a year of thinking about it, talking about it, speaking to people already working in the industry, to apply to study Veterinary Medicine at uni.
I graduated with an English Lit degree 3 years ago when I was 22. I got a job in advertising/publishing and have been plodding away ever since. It didn't take me long to realise that I didn't want to do this forever, but by that point I had bought a flat and car, and needed the money. So I've kept on at it, hoping I would start enjoying it again one day. But every day just feels so meaningless. I work hard to make someone else rich.
Id always toyed with the idea of being a vet, although I always felt somehow that I just wasn't clever enough. But after experiencing Chubs, with all his health issues, I know that I'm more than capable of learning all I need to know.
It'll be a really hard 6 years. I have to do a years access thing because I'm technically a (gulp) mature student and haven't studied a science based subject at uni level before, as well as find a part-time job and a volunteering position. But I have a few things lined up.
I'll start in October, and hopefully by this time next year, I'll be getting ready to successfully complete my first year and make my into the full vet degree. It's a scary thought to think that I'll be back to being a student, I've gotten so used to the 9-5.
So nervous but so excited. And it's all thanks to my two fluffy wee guys. It's unbelievable how they can literally change your life