My dear little Munchkin is ready to move onto Rainbow Bridge. She's a lot older now and you can see her age. I went in this morning to see them both and found Munchkin cuddled with her head on the shavings. It broke my heart. I gently stroked her side and she opened her little eyes before closing them again. she gave her whiskers a little flicker as well. Tears started to roll down my face as I gently cupped and cuddled her close. I've told her many times today that if she's ready she can leave. I've told her that I will miss her and will never forget her.
She was there when my beautiful Harley passed away last year and she was there to put that smile back on my face. She has such a beautiful personality and I will miss her ever so much when she does go.
I don't know exactly what is wrong with her but all I can say is that yesterday she was her usual self and this morning she wasn't. It could be old age has taken it's toll or could be that she was bred from two P@H hamsters where the lineage and health were unknown. All I know is that I want her to pass in her own time, without suffering, over to Rainbow Bridge where dear Harley is waiting for her.
Im in despair, I cannot explain in words how awful I feel. Today should be happy day because I had a really good driving lesson with the promise of a driving test very soon, but I can't seem to muster a smile. My husband is away at the moment and he loves Munchkin. He's going to be in pieces when he finds out. I just wish he was here so he could say his final goodbyes :'(
Oh dear I'm welling up. I'd better go. I probably won't be on as much but I will let you all know when she does pass.
I will leave you with a couple of photo's of her when she was a crazy, little madam who loved nothing more than to sit on eat yummies on my chest/hubbys chest or to explore climbing up and down furniture.
I Love You my Beautiful Girl
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