I feel so angry and bad
I had to give one of my hamsters a physical health check due to a concern I had that thankfully turned out to be nothing serious. The only thing is it went wrong like every other physical health check I've given hence why I rarely do them now.
The hamsters hate it! They bite, claw, fight, scream and wriggle around. This makes me feel like I am abusing them and sabotaging all the things we have together. I always make sure I follow the techniques correctly so I know I am not doing anything wrong which gives me piece of mind.
Does anybody else feel like a failure and want to cry when things like this happen? I don't know what it is but I always find myself becoming too emotionally involved even though I know it is a necessary thing to do.
To me it is somewhat of a similar experience to when parents take their newborn babies to the doctors to get those dreaded shots they so desperately need before they are allowed to meet the world.