Lorrained
08-01-2015, 05:02 AM
It's 2 years since I posted on this forum and probably since I visited this forum because it always upsets me the little ones being ill. I tend to only visit to ask advice or when we lose a little one. Well it's that time again.
2 years ago we lost the beautiful Bella and my heart broke, I vowed we wouldn't get another but a visit to the pet shop and a gorgeous little girl looking just like Bean Bunny off Muppets stole my heart. I figured they do only have short lives but surely it's better for them to have a short happy loved life living with us....so we brought her home. Still vowing I wouldn't get attatched and insisting it was my daughters hamster and I was going to keep my distance. Well obviously that didn't happen. We have had 2 lovely years with Lola, she was tame from the minute we brought her home, she was a lovely friendly little girl.
Well last night my daughter got her out and she didn't seem 100% her breathing was a little different, but to me she just looked "old and tired", I looked at her and in my heart felt it was the beginning of the end, I just thought it's comi and I need to prepare. Well had a snuggle and play with her then put her to bed. I woke up before 6 this a.m and nipped in to see her and my daughter was awake and said Lola really wasn't well. I looked at her, her breathing was very laboured and had a little rattle, and when she moved she was shaky and stumbling and really not good. My daughter also said she didn't like my daughter trying to touch her, so we left her quiet. It was heartbreaking to see I just kept praying she would quick. At 8.30 she was still the same and so I rang the vets and asked them could I take her in to be put to sleep. We went in at 9.30 and they checked her over, I did notice she felt cold - I hadn't been able to hold her until is point, and the vet said the same. They said she clearly wasn't well, she said she didn't seem particularly snuffles or anything but looked like she perhaps had had a stroke or something and could offer medication but really couldn't guarantee anything as she was an older hamster and there was no saying it would make any difference and may just distress her more. I asked them to just put her to sleep peacefully. When they brought her back in they said she had a lot of stuff come from her nose and also a lot of bloody discharge from her back end. I felt very upset at this as there honestly had been no indications at all.
I'm trying to think she is better now and she is at peace but it is breaking my heart again, and I just keep thinking was there anyway I could have known? We handled her every day and checked her over and there was no change in her up until last night. She was eating and drinking and then suddenly deteriorated.
She is now in a beautiful pink rhododendron plant in the front garden next to Bella in a beautiful Flaming star plant. There is definately to be no more, my girls are out there together and I just can't feel like this anymore.
2 years ago we lost the beautiful Bella and my heart broke, I vowed we wouldn't get another but a visit to the pet shop and a gorgeous little girl looking just like Bean Bunny off Muppets stole my heart. I figured they do only have short lives but surely it's better for them to have a short happy loved life living with us....so we brought her home. Still vowing I wouldn't get attatched and insisting it was my daughters hamster and I was going to keep my distance. Well obviously that didn't happen. We have had 2 lovely years with Lola, she was tame from the minute we brought her home, she was a lovely friendly little girl.
Well last night my daughter got her out and she didn't seem 100% her breathing was a little different, but to me she just looked "old and tired", I looked at her and in my heart felt it was the beginning of the end, I just thought it's comi and I need to prepare. Well had a snuggle and play with her then put her to bed. I woke up before 6 this a.m and nipped in to see her and my daughter was awake and said Lola really wasn't well. I looked at her, her breathing was very laboured and had a little rattle, and when she moved she was shaky and stumbling and really not good. My daughter also said she didn't like my daughter trying to touch her, so we left her quiet. It was heartbreaking to see I just kept praying she would quick. At 8.30 she was still the same and so I rang the vets and asked them could I take her in to be put to sleep. We went in at 9.30 and they checked her over, I did notice she felt cold - I hadn't been able to hold her until is point, and the vet said the same. They said she clearly wasn't well, she said she didn't seem particularly snuffles or anything but looked like she perhaps had had a stroke or something and could offer medication but really couldn't guarantee anything as she was an older hamster and there was no saying it would make any difference and may just distress her more. I asked them to just put her to sleep peacefully. When they brought her back in they said she had a lot of stuff come from her nose and also a lot of bloody discharge from her back end. I felt very upset at this as there honestly had been no indications at all.
I'm trying to think she is better now and she is at peace but it is breaking my heart again, and I just keep thinking was there anyway I could have known? We handled her every day and checked her over and there was no change in her up until last night. She was eating and drinking and then suddenly deteriorated.
She is now in a beautiful pink rhododendron plant in the front garden next to Bella in a beautiful Flaming star plant. There is definately to be no more, my girls are out there together and I just can't feel like this anymore.