twix and oreo mates4life
09-03-2014, 12:58 PM
People who read some of my posts know about my dog bailey who got hit by a car on march 14 2012 but I never told anyone what she did to me. We got bailey from an add on Craigslist. Her owners didn't like her anymore. We spent all afternoon playing with her. She was 1 year old. 2 weeks after she came here she got an ear Infection. We brought her to the vet and her weight was off. They told us later that she was going to deliver puppy's in 2 weeks time. 2 weeks later she had 9 puppies. A big litter for a dog too young to be a mother. Bailey did a great job and we kept the runt of the litter. We named her Percy. Bailey and Percy were inseperable. Whenever we talked about them it was always "bailey and Percy" never just bailey and never just Percy. Until one day...
I was letting her out in the backyard to use the bathroom. My mom told me to put them on leashes. I didn't. Percy came back but bailey saw another dog across the highway and ran. Percy tried to dash after her but I didn't let her. I accidentally shut the door on her paw. I watched bailey get hit by the van. Unmistakable horror. I watched her bleed to death on that road. My mom drove over to her and I watched the light die from her eyes. Percy has never been the same. Bailey was the best friend I've ever had and I have a paw print of her hanging on my bed. Bailey made me experience a bond that I've never had and she stole my heart the moment I saw the beautiful amber eyes. When she got hit I felt like my heart shattered. I've never gotten over it. My family is past it but I never once go through a day that I don't think about her. It never heals. People used to know me as outgoing, bold, funny, and happy. Now I'm know for being sad, lonely, shy, and depressed. I know it's my fault that she's gone and if I could go back in time to just put a leash on my dog and listen to my mom, I would because she would still be here. I've never told anyone this story because I don't trust anyone with it. My parents don't help and neither do my siblings but I wanted to tell HC because know one has seen me in the flesh and some of you have been through things like this. People tell me it's not my fault. But it is...
Thanks
I was letting her out in the backyard to use the bathroom. My mom told me to put them on leashes. I didn't. Percy came back but bailey saw another dog across the highway and ran. Percy tried to dash after her but I didn't let her. I accidentally shut the door on her paw. I watched bailey get hit by the van. Unmistakable horror. I watched her bleed to death on that road. My mom drove over to her and I watched the light die from her eyes. Percy has never been the same. Bailey was the best friend I've ever had and I have a paw print of her hanging on my bed. Bailey made me experience a bond that I've never had and she stole my heart the moment I saw the beautiful amber eyes. When she got hit I felt like my heart shattered. I've never gotten over it. My family is past it but I never once go through a day that I don't think about her. It never heals. People used to know me as outgoing, bold, funny, and happy. Now I'm know for being sad, lonely, shy, and depressed. I know it's my fault that she's gone and if I could go back in time to just put a leash on my dog and listen to my mom, I would because she would still be here. I've never told anyone this story because I don't trust anyone with it. My parents don't help and neither do my siblings but I wanted to tell HC because know one has seen me in the flesh and some of you have been through things like this. People tell me it's not my fault. But it is...
Thanks