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starshme
08-19-2014, 08:51 AM
We laid you to rest under the shade of a tree that was old before I was born. Someone's grandfather's grandfather planted it there on the highest point of our small village and I send him thanks and gratitude, from my time to his. We marked your spot with stones, wildflowers and tears. We remain devastated by your loss, Pumpkin, and I turn several times a day to see if you're awake and ready to play.

Who knew that you would wiggle your way so deeply into our hearts? You went from throwing yourself on your back if you even thought a hand was nearing your cage, to demanding attention and settling down for a nap when said hand was still for more than ten seconds. We made every mistake in the book, and probably invented a few along the way but you never held a grudge.

My initial attempts at a bin cage were met with cautious approval and you quickly outsmarted me by figuring out how to escape most of them. You never wandered far, but proof of your adventures is not difficult to find. The chewed up sweatshirts that you made your first ‘nest away from cage’ in have not been tossed out. In fact, they are worn with a certain sense of chagrin that such a tiny ball of fluff could cause that much damage in a few short hours. The living room drapes that you chewed through on another adventure have yet to be replaced. Though your handiwork is hidden behind a sofa, the evidence of little teeth at work is unmistakable. I couldn't even be angry; I was just too relieved that you hadn't tried to eat a crystal or a sequin.

You were the cause of many an out of season spring cleaning. Many early mornings were spent bleary- eyed, crawling under and behind furniture, surprised by the amount of dust under a bed or the discovery of loose change in a recliner, as we tried to ‘think like a hamster’. More often than not, you simply sauntered out when you were ready to be found.

If we enriched your life by even a tenth of the amount you enriched ours, I will consider our efforts successful. If I could send you a message it would simply be that you were loved and you are remembered.

My most sincere sympathies to anyone who has lost a pet and my deepest gratitude to everyone who answered questions, encouraged and consoled us as we were losing Apollo.

Apollo in happier times
http://i1378.photobucket.com/albums/ah86/Starshme/Apollo/apollo_zps106b6f89.jpg (http://s1378.photobucket.com/user/Starshme/media/Apollo/apollo_zps106b6f89.jpg.html)

Hamster hide and seek
http://i1378.photobucket.com/albums/ah86/Starshme/Apollo/securedownload_zpsa6331bc0.jpg (http://s1378.photobucket.com/user/Starshme/media/Apollo/securedownload_zpsa6331bc0.jpg.html)

This tube is hamster approved
http://i1378.photobucket.com/albums/ah86/Starshme/Apollo/securedownload1_zps7bb669a2.jpg (http://s1378.photobucket.com/user/Starshme/media/Apollo/securedownload1_zps7bb669a2.jpg.html)

Asleep in the giant hand
http://i1378.photobucket.com/albums/ah86/Starshme/Apollo/apollosleeping_zpse41ebe4b.jpg (http://s1378.photobucket.com/user/Starshme/media/Apollo/apollosleeping_zpse41ebe4b.jpg.html)

starshme
08-19-2014, 08:58 AM
http://http://www.hamstercentral.com/gallery/showphoto.php?photo=2033&title=apollo&cat=500

souffle
08-19-2014, 11:34 AM
I am so very sorry for your loss. Your tribute is beautiful and shows how loved he was.
Play well at the bridge Apollo x

Skeever
08-19-2014, 12:04 PM
Amazing memorial....we're seeing a new wave of hamster non-fiction arising from the Levant! :)

Just really beautiful writing. They lead such short lives. An amazing resonance in those short months though, to say the least. Makes it an easy call when forced to choose over short term lives with long term impact. For me it's always been a kind of : There is no bridge. Not in some mystic 'then.' The bridge is here, and now, and all the better for being timeless....

Once again, condolences.

Bec
08-19-2014, 01:20 PM
A beautiful and heartfelt memorial.

Play well and run free little Apollo x

DrKMcK
08-19-2014, 05:43 PM
I wish there was such a thing as Hamster Central back when I was young. I read this memorial with laughter and with tears. It is so clear how much Apollo was loved. It's also so clear that she led you a merry chase at times. I know just how sad and difficult it is to lose a cherished little hammy. Back in the day most people thought I was nuts to have rodent pets, and they certainly didn't understand how much it hurt when one passed away. We all understand what it's like. Peace in your heart {hugs}. Play well at the Bridge Apollo. :-(

twix and oreo mates4life
08-19-2014, 06:54 PM
Apollo looks like an amazing ham. I bet he had an awesome life with you

starshme
08-20-2014, 05:36 AM
Souffle, thank you again for your kind words. You have no idea how calming it was to have a place to ask questions and get reassurance.

Skeever, having thoroughly enjoyed some of the adventures of Ziggy and Pook, I take that as a high compliment. I agree that we have the here and the now and need to make the most of it in the time we're given.

Thank you, Bec, As always, your signature makes me smile.

Dr.K, you're right, it's reassuring to know that others love their tiny pets just as much as their big ones. Apollo definitely kept us hopping. He sometimes reminded me of Heinlein's cat, Pixel, who could walk through walls simply because he didn't know that it was impossible!

Twix, he absolutely was :) Thank you.

Josie
08-20-2014, 01:36 PM
Ride the wind Apollo, play well at the Bridge little one x

fluffydd
08-20-2014, 05:38 PM
I'm so sorry that Apollo left you. Your memorial to him is beautiful and moving. Your description of him adventures made me feel I'd seen them for myself. He was a handsome boy and the photos you posted are lovely. I'm sure that he knows how much you love him xxx

starshme
08-23-2014, 05:01 AM
Thank you, Fluffy. I appreciate your kind words :)

Thank you, Josie. :)