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Pompompoms
04-24-2014, 05:02 PM
I really thought I'd have a while without a post in this section, last year was such a big loss in the pompom hamily, but not unexpected. I was hoping this year would be well toward the end without anyone moving on, and hopeful that we would be into the next even without any less little poms.

Sadly my beautiful Tinker was pts on Tuesday morning, a month ago he suffered a seizure which he made a full recovery from, then two weeks ago he had a huge stroke which initially left him with no control over his right side, and his left eye shut. Much to my joy over the last couple of weeks he recovered very well, the eye opened again, and he regained all control and mobility on the right side other than his right back hip and leg. He got his Tinkerness back and was doing amazingly, but sadly as Souffle suspected and the vet confirmed his nerve endings were sending out tingles or zaps to the remaining paralyzed area, and he was obsessively grooming it.
Over a period of four days he bit a huge hole over the size of a penny (which is big on a robo) on his hip, and there was nothing to be done to stop him. Over the final night he went down to the bone, and I woke him in the morning knowing that infection would set in, or another night and he would bleed to death. Tinker couldn't feel what he was doing which I'm glad about as he was as happy as ever and I knew he wasn't in any pain. It was heartbreaking to see him like that, and heartbreaking to help him pass on when in himself he was completely fine. Not letting him get to the point of suffering was the most important part though so I had to let him go. He is the first of Billy and Lula's litter of eight to pass, at just 14 months old the youngest of all the robos I have bred to pass.

I wish I had the words to really convey how very special Tinker was, everyone that met him completely fell in love with him, and he was the favorite of many including Mr. Poms. About 12 days after they were born, Billy and Lulah's eight pups started to come out of the nest, robust, strong beautiful little pups charging all over the place, six huskies, two whites, a new generation just as wonderful as those that had come before. One was slightly different though, one of the whites would wobble and fall a lot, he was smaller and weaker than the rest, slightly frail but with a zest to keep up with his siblings. Always righting himself and carrying on, always out, always just that little bit behind the rest, but with a spirit his tiny body almost couldn't contain.
This was Tinker, and I loved him from the very first day.

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At about two weeks old Tinker started to turn twice every time he wanted to turn around, he then started to turn more, and I realised I was dealing with the first spinner I have ever bred. I'm not sure why Tinks span, I think maybe he was the last in a large litter for robos, and that if Lulah had been in the wild it would be likely he wouldn't have been born at all, or perhaps just not survived, whatever the reason this is how he was, and of course that meant he would live his life here with me.

Tinks at two weeks, a bit ragged looking but just adorable

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As the pups grew Tinker got stronger, the others weren't bothered by his spinning, and neither was Lulah, in fact she gave him a lot of extra love and attention helping him to learn things so that he kept up with the others. They all lived happily together till they were four weeks old.

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Tinker actually stayed with his mum till he was eight weeks old, he remains the hardest to sex hamster I have ever had. As a little one he looked like a girl hence staying with mum, then at about eight weeks despite having the same sort of gaps the girls do, he started to get his testicles through. I wasn't really sure what to make of him, but the strong scent gland and the testicles you can't ignore, so despite having the genital spacing of a girl robo his whole life, Tinks was definitely a boy!

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I paired Tinks with ScarFace my little rescue boy, he was older and very calm which I felt would be good for Tinker. They bonded immediately, Scar Face initially tried to follow Tinks in his spinning circles, but quickly realised it wasn't something he needed to join in with, and would let him get on with it. If Tinks got stuck spinning which sometimes he did Scar Face would gently sit himself down next to him to break the spin and distract him, it was a lovely act of kindness and care which was beautiful to watch.

Tinker adored Scar Face and would follow him about all over the place. He also liked hiding from him and waiting all excitedly for Scar Face to find him. He was like a giddy child playing hide and seek almost unable to stay in his spot waiting to be found, then exploding into a big grooming session that Scar Face would patiently allow. They were a beautiful pairing living happily together for six months till Scar Face was over two years old and health issues meant it was time for him to retire peacefully in his own home.

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Tinks mostly slept on his head his whole life!
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Pompompoms
04-24-2014, 05:03 PM
Tinks coped quite well with the separation, his spinning did escalate for a while but that was to be expected as any change or stress will make it worse. We learned together what helped and what didn't, what made him happiest and kept the spinning to a minimum. He absolutely loved sand, but he did have a round sand pit which just encouraged him to run in circles, so I made a third of his cage into a sand area and he was really happy in there. He had a sit spot under the little bridge that went up to the platform, Tinks was very particular about his sit spots, he had five, and they were the only places he would sit.

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He liked sitting in his coconut

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He liked laying on his back in his log with his head sticking out

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He liked sitting under his bell which he would use to let me know he was there by hitting it like a boxer on one of those training bags making repeated tink sounds.

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The final place Tinker loved sitting was with me and Mr. Poms. He absolutely loved a cuddle. I'd scoop him up and he'd sit there for up to 20 minutes just relaxing being stroked, sometimes having a snooze, but mostly just sitting. He was so warm and soft I couldn't resist snuggling him up all the time, even if I'd only meant to pop in to see the hams quickly. He would sit as long as he wanted then jump up, have a little wash and start pottering which was when I'd put him back.

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Tinks always stayed in the hamster room, I didn't bring him downstairs as he found it unsettling. I didn't let him run around the floor in there as the others do as it was overwhelming for him and he's run into the edges then start spinning, just cuddles and cage for Tinks and he was happiest that way. I never moved things round in his cage, I made the layout easy to navigate, and tried to come in to see him the same time every day. He was so happy and friendly, he'd come when I called him, he loved having treats, and just exuded a zest for life and a pure joy at just being that never failed to put a smile on my face.

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Tinks was slow at learning some things, he finally learned to wheel at eight months old, I was so pleased for him, but to be honest up till then he though he was wheeling as he's get in the wheel and trot about in a circle like an excited pony, looking delighted with himself. He did lots of this like this, and that's the part that's hardest to put across in writing, the absolute positivity, and light he projected just from the fun he got from being alive.
Tinker was such a special gift, he really was and I miss him terribly. I though he would be here so much longer with his endearing cheeky little face and adorable mannerisms. Tinker Malinka Maya was his nickname meaning Tinker my little one in Russian . Run free with the pompom hamily that has passed before you Malinka I will see you again when the time is right. Love you little guy and thank you for teaching me more than I could ever have taught you xxx

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Nibbler
04-24-2014, 05:38 PM
What a beautiful tribute to Tinker. He seemed to have such a happy life. Sorry that he left you so much earlier than expected. The photos are wonderful and I adore all his little sitting spots. What a beautiful, happy little hamster. Play well Tinker.

kimlck
04-24-2014, 05:40 PM
Oh Poms, what a lovely memorial for a much loved pompom,
Play well Tinker xx

chulasweetchica
04-24-2014, 05:44 PM
Oh I'm so sorry Sweety! Going thru sadness here too. I remember Billy and Lulahs Journey it was the sweetest ever Journey I followed. Little Tinks was so handsome I love the baby pictures of him. Bless his heart and sleep tight little man.

Colby and the Dwarfs
04-24-2014, 06:20 PM
That was the sweetest thing I've ever read.

Wow, he was gorgeous. What a lovely hammy. I'm crying. May he Rest in Peace. xoxoxo

kyrilliondaemon
04-24-2014, 06:27 PM
Oh no! I'm really, really sorry to see this :(

You wrote about Tinker brilliantly but you didn't need words to tell us how wonderful and special he was. His story, his specialness and his unique character are all written all over HC and I know I won't be the only one really, really sorry to read that such a lovely little lad has passed.

Rest in peace Tinker, I hope you enjoyed your reunion with Scar Face

DrKMcK
04-24-2014, 06:41 PM
Ahhh Pompompoms. I was in tears reading this. Tinker's story is amazing. I love how Scarface was with him and how carefully you made sure he could feel safe and secure. He was such a pretty little boy too. Your tribute to him is heartbreaking and he is just so lovely in the photos. He was so very lucky to have you and you OH to care for him and love him. I know he was really extra special and a heart ham. I am so very sorry you have lost him. Play well at the Bridge Tinker. Be safe with all the Poms who have gone before. :-(

Hekomi
04-24-2014, 06:43 PM
That was beautiful. I love the support Scarface gave him. It's so clear in your writing you shared something so very special with this little one. Rest in peace, Tinker. Play well at the bridge. xx

evel_lin
04-24-2014, 11:36 PM
A beautiful tribute, Tinker was one of the hamsters on HC that I had a real soft spot for. He sounds like a very special boy

SquishyHelium
04-25-2014, 12:08 AM
I am sorry you lost your little one. What a lovely story and a beautiful act of kindness that you didn't let him suffer xx

icklemunch
04-25-2014, 01:01 AM
What an absolutely beautiful and moving memorial to an absolutely stunningly,beautiful special little boy.

You two was very lucky to have each other.
I'm so sorry you have lost him.

Sleep tight Tinker xx

JBH316
04-25-2014, 01:42 AM
Had leaky eyes reading that :(

Sleep tight Tinker x

Clairealex
04-25-2014, 02:48 AM
Such a beautiful tribute to a beautiful boy.

I've had a wee cry reading this, and am so sad he had to leave you so soon xxx

souffle
04-25-2014, 03:18 AM
I'm so sorry Poms - the greatest love of all is letting go even when it breaks your heart.
He was a special little guy and a real charmer.
Play well at the bridge Tinker with all your pompom family who have gone before xx

racinghamster
04-25-2014, 07:17 AM
Such a stunning little boy Tinks was Poms, a true robo character. Really sad to hear he has passed but you made his life so worthwhile with patience and understanding. x

fluffydd
04-25-2014, 08:17 AM
Oh, I'm so sorry. That is an amazing memorial you wrote for him. The pictures are all wonderful and Tinker had the cutest little face. I wish I could have know him as he sounds like a remarkable little boy. You really did capture how special he was in your memorial. I love how you described him doing his little circles. I could picture it all in my head so clearly. *Hugs*

PolkaDot*Skye
04-25-2014, 08:26 AM
oh my what a beautiful tribute.
I'm so sorry for your loss

Syrian Hammy
04-25-2014, 10:43 AM
That was a beautiful memorial. I'm so very sorry Tinks has left you so soon. It's so darn hard to lose the extra special hams. Thinking of you. X

starbug
04-25-2014, 12:36 PM
I am so, so sorry for your loss. What a special little boy he was. x

ANGELBABIES
04-25-2014, 01:49 PM
Beautiful little man - play well at the bridge little fluff. So sorry for your loss Pompom - it never is easy. But sometimes we have to let go rather than see them suffer xx

Munchalot
04-25-2014, 02:52 PM
Oh Poms. :( I had a little cry reading that, such a wonderful and moving memorial, for such a special little man. I'm so so sorry. x
Tinker was such a lovely boy. So gorgeous and so sweet. There is nobody here who doesn't know how dearly you love your pompoms and this little one was no exception; he had his quirks, but what a spirit he had, and he could not have been in a better place. What a life he lived. x
He's reunited with Scarface now, playing hide and seek and happy as can be.

I'm devastated for you, I really am. Play well Tinks, know that you will be so sorely missed. xxx

Nikkigrace
04-25-2014, 04:15 PM
My secret favourite of the pompoms...devastated your time came too soon. i had so much love for tinker and will seriously miss the little guy. Won't be the same visiting and him not being there :( He certainly won't be forgotten xxxxxxx

Amethyst_ice
04-25-2014, 05:49 PM
Im sorry to hear of this, what a stron little character with a beautiful, soft face. Play well little one and big hugs poms xxxxxx

Smara
04-25-2014, 11:47 PM
He was such an adorable and special little one. I'm so sorry for your loss. Run free Tinker, you little fluffy one.

Biscotti
05-07-2014, 07:05 PM
Oh...Poms...:( I'm so sorry to hear this, I'm completely devastated and my heart is breaking into pieces reading it. You always have such a way with with words, and the pics brings so much fond memories reading about Tinks growing up. He had always had a special place in my heart, I hope he is enjoying the bridge with the rest of the pompom family. RIP little one...

jesselle
05-10-2014, 09:47 AM
i'm sorry you lost your special little guy. sleep tight tink xx

harryheart
05-13-2014, 03:25 PM
Very sad to hear, but what a wonderful and lovely tribute! I'm glad you've been able to spend such quality time with him and enjoy his company! He was a very special boy, and has a very lovely and sweet memorial to convey that!

Pompompoms
05-27-2014, 03:47 PM
Thank you to everyone for your lovely words about my little Tinker, he is greatly missed and will be for a long time to come.

I'm sorry it's taken me so long to reply, I've taken a little time away but am back to posting again now and the first post I made had to be to say thank you.

Tinks is buried among the bluebells in the garden right in the sunshine next to his mum and dad, and along side some of his hamily that have passed before him.


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amie
05-28-2014, 03:29 AM
What a beautiful spot. It looks so peaceful and it is a lovely idea to have the stones with the names on. Gone but never forgotten, such a lovely way to remember all your much loved hamsters who are no longer with you. x

Smara
05-29-2014, 12:01 AM
Wow that is simply great and beautiful....very special. Got really emotional when i saw the pictures. Your darling hammies were lucky to have you as their owner.

Gazmo
05-29-2014, 02:44 AM
Oh no! Im so sorry, he will be sorley missed :/ He was very special and a beautiful boy xxx

The Hamster's family
07-25-2014, 01:14 PM
Oh... I'm very sorry to read this... You made his life very special and I'm sure he felt it...

I know he is now in peace and resting and playing...

Many hugs to you...

Annie xx

Hammy_Lover22
08-06-2014, 07:12 PM
Oh pompom, I'm so sorry for your loss. Your little boy left you at such an eairly age. I can image him looking down at you and spinning around happily finnally happy. He was such a lucky little boy to have you as an owner. Even if your greiving, all you need to know is he is never quite gone.

starshme
08-07-2014, 03:57 AM
Pompom, I'm so sorry for your loss and thank you for sharing such a moving memorial. You really captured his spirit in words, and I would have been in tears even without the wonderful photos. When you described how Scarface would help him stop spinning, I just lost it. All my sympathy to you and yours.