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Erin Loves Dwarf Hamsters
01-20-2012, 03:07 PM
Galaxy Cookie Crumble 29/09/10 - 20/01/12

29th December 2010

Me and Dan walked into P@H in mass excitement, we were buying our first hamsters! We knew exactly what we wanted, two roborovski females, we had already bought all of their toys and their cage days before in preperation and had been researching their care for weeks.
Catching the attention of a shop assistant we asked to purchase two female robos only to be told that the shop never stocked females only males. That didnt bother us, the assistant opened up a tank at the bottom of the shelf and lifted up a bendy log hideaway. Six tiny fluffs whizzed out in all directions! He caught one of them and put it in the travel box - this was Truffle. Then he asked which of the others we wanted.
"The smallest one there!" was our reply.
There was one which fit that description perfectly. So tiny and fluffy, with a strange shaped face. Cookie looked much more like a mouse than a hamster. We took them both home that day and it changed our lives forever.
Nine months later we would find out that they were both girls.

(Cookie the day we brought her home - back before we knew about F.bedding)
http://www.hamstercentral.com/community/attachment.php?attachmentid=7660&stc=1&d=1327093204

It didnt take long for their personalities to show, Truffle was very quiet and relaxed but Cookie was something else! Hyper and playful and always doing something nutty. Never wanting to be tamed but always friendly. She was soon labled with the theme tune "Flight of the Bumble Bees" for good reason.
The more we got to know her the more we loved her. Nicknames began springing up every day, Little Cook, Tiny, Wookie... but she was always my Galaxy Cookie Crumble, named after my favourite chocolate bar.
I fell in love with robos because of her and Truffle, and plans soon began to start breeding robos. Three more robos were rescued by us in the following year all because of them... all because of her.

(My favourite photo of Cookie.)
http://farm8.staticflickr.com/7035/6494780831_ed2a9d6299_z.jpg (http://www.flickr.com/photos/bobtailhams/6494780831/)
Cookie Hiding (http://www.flickr.com/photos/bobtailhams/6494780831/) by TheDwarfHamster (http://www.flickr.com/people/bobtailhams/), on Flickr

September 2011
We celebrated their first birthday, and the day we fell in love with this new world.

October 2011
We rushed Cookie to the vets with after finding a lump under her left, front leg.

(Cookie's Lump Day 1)
http://www.hamstercentral.com/community/attachment.php?attachmentid=7661&stc=1&d=1327094213

At only 13 months old Cookie had a tumor that was unable to be removed. She took medication for 2 weeks but to no effect. Our world suddenly became a nightmare. How could our baby be so ill at such a young age? It wasnt fair.

Fearing that Truffle would suffer when it was time for Cookie to leave us we made the decision to move the two of them in with a yonger pair of female robos we had rescued. The coloney was a huge success and they lived together very happily for two and a half months. (My avatar picture is of the four together)

(Cookie's Lump in December)
http://farm8.staticflickr.com/7018/6656189583_3f2b1b1dfa_z.jpg (http://www.flickr.com/photos/bobtailhams/6656189583/)
14 (http://www.flickr.com/photos/bobtailhams/6656189583/) by TheDwarfHamster (http://www.flickr.com/people/bobtailhams/), on Flickr

December 2011
As Cookie grew progressively weaker the coloney forced her out and she was moved into a hospice cage to see out her last weeks.
With no robo family around her Cookie began to give up, she stopped leaving her bed, wouldn't eat or drink and showed no fear of people picking her up anymore. It seemed as though she bearly wanted to live. Nevertheless, new year came and went and she was still with us. She had dropped from 26g to 20g in a matter of months, her tumor was now larger than her and she could barely walk.

(The lump on her last day - Click to view)
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January 20th 2012
We knew it was time.
Booking in an appointment Dan and myself spent the few hours we had left with Cookie making our last memories. Truffle was placed with her sister for a last goodbye and the two snuggled up together as if they had never been separated.
09:30am, we left for the vets.
09:50am Cookie passed away.
I couldnt be in the room when they did it so we sat in the waiting room holding close and biting back tears, After a few minuted the vet came out with a small cardboard box. Cookie was inside, asleep for the last time.

We went back to the car and opened to box to see her one more time. She looked sound asleep, her eyes were closed and she was lying on her side, still warm. Her Daddy broke first, and then so did I. It was never the way we expected to say goodbye to her.

We burried her at the top of the garden in a large wooden barrel next to the pond, she will have a lovely view come spring time and when the bulbs over her grave flower.
We stood saying our goodbyes for a long time. It was so hard realising that the tiny little fuzz ball with so much personality and strength, the one who has brought us to where we are today, was gone.

Cookie, I wanted your memorial to be a memory of the sixteen months of happiness you brought us. This was your life, these were the greatest moments we shared, this is how we will always remember you. Take care at the bridge little Wookie, we'll come and find you one day I promise. Sweet dreams little angel.

Love forever from Mummy, Daddy and Truffle xxxxxxxxxx

(Our last goodbye)
http://farm8.staticflickr.com/7007/6732783581_4faaa5a5a1_z.jpg (http://www.flickr.com/photos/bobtailhams/6732783581/)
The Last Goodbye (http://www.flickr.com/photos/bobtailhams/6732783581/) by TheDwarfHamster (http://www.flickr.com/people/bobtailhams/), on Flickr

Goodbye May Seem Forever

We met, it seems, such a short time ago
You looked at me - needing me so
Yet from your sadness
Our happiness grew
And I found out I needed you too
I remember how we used to play
I recall those rainy days
The fire's glow
That kept us warm
And now I find - we're both alone
Goodbye may seem forever
Farewell is like the end
But in my heart is a memory
And there you'll always be

TraceyH
01-20-2012, 03:10 PM
Oh no, what a sad week on here it is. I'm sorry to read this but at least she's at peace now.

Demecat
01-20-2012, 03:10 PM
Oh poor Cookie, at least she is no longer in pain. I'm sure she's watching over you from the bridge!

Humphrey Furball
01-20-2012, 03:15 PM
She was a little beauty, full of courage, so sorry you had to say goodbye; she will be playing with her HC friends at the bridge now, restored to her mischevious little self again xx

kyrilliondaemon
01-20-2012, 03:17 PM
Oh no... Poor Cookie :(
She was a lovely girl who had a fantastic life, with a wonderful sister and brilliant human parents. I'm sure she appreciated everything you did, and am sure she's playing at the bridge now, tumour free, waiting for the day she sees you and Truffle again.
Rest in Peace little one.

Roxie
01-20-2012, 03:18 PM
I know I've said this already elsewhere but I really am so sorry for your loss Erin. Love to you and Dan x

Gizmodo ^_^
01-20-2012, 03:23 PM
This filled me with tears Erin, you gave Cookie such an amazing life, and the love you had for her shows through
Massive Hugs too you x

Mikayla
01-20-2012, 03:24 PM
I'm crying right now, Erin. That was a beautiful tribute to a beautiful girl. I can only hope that little Phoebe is with her now and they are frolicing together without a care.

RIP Cookie, you were oh so very loved.

Mona's Humans
01-20-2012, 03:26 PM
sorry for your loss both of you.

Play well at the bridge little cookie x

Ellie
01-20-2012, 03:34 PM
I am so so so sorry for your loss to the both of you,

She was a special girl xx

souffle
01-20-2012, 03:38 PM
I am so very sorry. Your tribute is from the heart and very beautiful. Cookie will be very proud of it but she already knew how very special she was.
Oh what it is to be loved xx
Play well at the bridge little Cookie xxx

Hamtastic
01-20-2012, 03:46 PM
I'm so sorry, Erin :( I'm actually sitting here crying. I love little Cookie and have always looked forward to updates on her and her sister (or at some point "brother") Truffle! You've done the right thing, and I admire you for sticking with Cookie through her very tough times, making sure her life was as good as possible. I'm so glad she had ham and human friends to support her until she became too ill. All my hams are sending their love to you! Dora sends her love to her bud Truffle's sister <3

AngelAmes
01-20-2012, 03:56 PM
Sorry to hear this
Hope your ok
Sleep well cookie

ShannenClare
01-20-2012, 04:32 PM
I hope you are well. Cookie was certainly a special little hamster with a fighting spirit. Play well at the bridge xxx

Onion
01-20-2012, 04:32 PM
Such a beautiful tribute. R.I.P little one.

Flamestriker
01-20-2012, 04:40 PM
Oh Erin and Dan I am so sorry. Cookie was such a brave little fighter. She would not have carried on without her mummy and daddy to help her the way you both did. she is at peace now, and I think she will direct another ham in need in your direction for you to have the love that she had from you both.

Play well at the bridge little Cookie xxx

Pompompoms
01-20-2012, 05:11 PM
Erin I'm so sorry:(. You know I loved Cookie, and have been wishing her and you so much strength and love through all of this. I am touched by your tribute to your beautiful girl, but am not surprised as I have been so touched by the love you have given her and everything you have done to ensure her life was as full and happy as possible. You really are such an example of how to care for hamsters both everyday, and through the most difficult of situations finding solutions all the way to give everything you possibly can to your hams.

Her struggle is over now, and you gave her the kindest gift at the time she needed you to step in for her. My Jam passed a year ago today, and I have asked him to meet a very special girl at the bridge to show her around.

Lots of love to you and Dan, and a gentle squish for Truffle from me, Georgie and all the pompoms who yet again I have been reminded to treasure each day with xxx

Gibbs&JackBlack
01-20-2012, 07:49 PM
So sorry for your painful loss. This is a wonderful tribute.

shazzy
01-21-2012, 01:05 AM
Your memorial has me in tears, it is so beautiful and so full of love. Little Cookie was a fighter because she knew how much u loved her. Sleep well beautiful girl.. You've left a legacy behind you xx

LawaRawr
01-21-2012, 01:07 AM
im so so sorry erin

im nearly in tears, she was such a bundle of joy to see when pictures got posted on here :)

such a beautiful tribute erin

sending lots of hugs to you and dan

play well at the bridge cookie xx

MummyofMonkey
01-21-2012, 01:10 AM
I am so sorry for your loss.

I lost my syrian Monkey yesterday as well so I am sure they are running about playing together x

RachK
01-21-2012, 02:10 AM
Erin so sorry you have lost Cookie. She really was a little cutie. She had an amazing life with you both. Such a beautiful tribute for her its brought tears to my eyes. Sleep tight xxx

Lougarry
01-21-2012, 05:41 AM
Oh Erin, that made me cry. Love and hugs (again) to you and Dan. You took wonderful care of her and she had a very happy life xxxxx

samincittagazze
01-21-2012, 08:37 AM
I'm very sorry Erin, for you and Dan both. RIP little one.

Womblehands
01-21-2012, 12:03 PM
Rest well little angel, I shed a tear for you last night.. Look for Peanut he will show you where all the best monkey nuts are..

CoolcatNatNat44
01-21-2012, 12:05 PM
Im so sorry Erin, Cookie was and still is a gorgeous robo. I hope you are both ok xx

fluffymunchkins
01-21-2012, 12:45 PM
I'm so very sorry :(
Sending my love, rest in peace cookie xx

emilyweb
01-21-2012, 01:43 PM
oh Erin! I'm so,so,so,so,so,so sorry <33 Cookie was a fighter, she wasn't about to let some lump ruin the last months of her life.
I'm actually crying, you out that so nicely.
Cookie was such a wonderful baby, she lived life to the max and no one will EVER,ever,ever,ever forget her <33
*MAHOOOSSIVEE hugs* for you and Dan and the bobtails <3 x Love, Em,Kai,Luna,Sola,and Susan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

AliKati
01-21-2012, 02:06 PM
She was such a darling, and I've loved your stories and pics of her. I'm really sorry for your loss. Play well over the bridge, little Cookie.

Gillzy
01-21-2012, 06:43 PM
Sweet dreams beautiful baby doll. So sorry to read this hun, I've had the tab open a while and it took me a few attempts to finish it. :( Much love to you and Dan x

Amethyst_ice
01-21-2012, 06:50 PM
she battled through this and you did the kindest thing..glalaxy cookie is my fave galaxy, you were both very brave and so was she xxx

sammyandralph
01-22-2012, 08:12 AM
RIP little cookie,all the pain is gone now xx

Sterluv
01-26-2012, 05:11 PM
Ugh almost crying, poor you and poor Cookie.