The decision was made yesterday to put my hammy to sleep
I decided to be there with her, it was not nice seeing her in the gas box, she was trying to escape
the vet then did the injection & he gave her to me to hold & her eyes started opening, i didnt know if this is a sign that she wasnt ready, she was a fighter after all! but I was doing what i thought was best for her, I know she wasnt fully happy.
So I held her as she was crossing the rainbow bridge, stroked her & told her that she was a good girl
I'll miss you little girl :'(