[hyunkyong87]

Hi heaven gain another hammy angel
I notice Cinnamon left eyes was big and cloudy eye
on Wedsday
so Thursday I called every vet could found
there was no vet who treat hamster near by me
there was only doctor who can treat hamster was Saturday..
so I had go to vet 40 mins away from where I lived
so I called them...Vet Asst told me
so doctor was already booked up already...
Vet Tech told me there's another hospital treat hamster
but still 40 mins away from me
so I called hospital one of Vet Tech answered phone call
she said there is no Vet who can help her same day...
he will be there next day
there was opening 12pm
I couldn't keep skip my work bring my hamster vet afternoon
so I took app. 6:45pm bring her to vet
I couldn't make her more painful until Saturday...
after my work was over I took her to Vet
I was praying she will be okay even she loss vision one eye I will still loved her...
my friend waited for 40 mins vet Tech took her to exam room
she was weight her she's was 58Grams....
I notice there's two major pet stores employees was there
Vet told me there's lot of employees coming over treat sick animals
I heard vet told me one of pet store employee bring
beard dragons make it but hamster didn't make it...from wet tail
one of employee bring about 3 months old hamster who had wet tailed
vet Tech told me wet tail found soon hamster can make it
but lot of them bring it too late mostly
vet Tech notice her damage eyes was bleeding
short later Vet arrived
he took look her damage eyes closely...
vet Tech was looking at her
he said never seen like this befor
there was two only options for her
he said eye can't be save....eye had to removed...but there is 25%
she will make it...lot of chance she may died...
even she will make it she may died after eye removal opration is done...
so results was not good
second option was put her to sleep end her painful...
doctor told me bleeding could be infection...
it's took me 10 mins
to make choice
I choose to second option put her to sleep
it's was not easy for me....
this is second hamster i had put her to sleep
she's was great gal I love her since she was 4 weeks old
even she jumpy run away from me very shy still around me
Vet Tech told me it's hard to loss her but don't think you're make wrong choice you don't want to her more painful then this..
please don't blame yourself...
I spend time with her for 20 mins....pet her last time say good words to her
she was looking at me no idea she will go to heaven soon...
two vet techs give me hugs after I cried so hard
she's only 2 months 2 days old
I had her since she's 4 weeks old with her bro
she's was okay until I use aspen bedding
I feel so bad give her bedding like that
her bro Coco don't know his sisther went to heaven she can rest in peace
I'm thinking about getting another hamster soon...
dear Cinnamon
I love you since you're 4 weeks old....
you're so tiny every moments I took pictures of you&Coco
see you guys grow up
I wish didn't buy aspen bedding use it on her bedding
I feel bad right now...
I didn't know i will loss you too soon...
so I did something wrong to you
please forgive me...
I will love you even you're not here
your Bro Coco is fine he don't know know you're gone....
Bro will miss you....
I will take care of him
until you guys meet again
say hello to my past hamsters for me
also Latte
please remember I love you...
Cinnamon Rest in Peace my Hammy Angel
Birthday:10/6/17-Heaven:12/8/17