Hi Baby Grrr, is that her in the pic? She's sooooo cute!
It's a really hard time I know, try & keep your spirits up for her. I'm sure our hams know when we're sad & I'm sure you'd want her last days to be happy. You sound like you've got a strong bond so you must have looked after her & both given eachother a lot of joy.
Spoil her rotten & enjoy your time together, when the time comes, you can be sad as much as you need to be. Hope this doesn't sound harsh, I know it's a heartbreaking time & I'm not good at sticking to my own advice in these situations!
Hopefully she'll surprise you & go strong for a lot longer! My thoughts are with you & your hammy.
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